Honey kiss

Soft like a flower were your lips
synced with mine just like honey and milk.
Sweet like nectar was your tongue playing like a rebel and consuming my venom.
Your hands on my hips making me breathe heavily and sending shiver down my spine when
Your fingers drawing patterns on my skin and I dint know Your touch could make me sing.
Your sharp teeth ripping my skin and sucking my flesh till you win .
There is only one thing I can see and thats your lusty eyes asking for more and wanting me to mourn and sin.
We kiss and kiss till my lips are sore and its time for us to depart for sure.
And I lay down on my bed
thinking about your lips against mine , your body against mine and I start missing you more and more.
All I can miss is your warmth on my lips and my body which smells like you and Knowing that I let you go.
Sagarika .M.P

seville,  spain 

Do you ever feel like running away ,from everyone and everything starting your life fresh, discovering yourself, the new you ?
Well ,I always feel like I need a change and urge to run away to a new city, new experience, new life and meet new people. And one of my solo trip was to Spain. To the city of music, Seville.

Some cities have looks, other cities have personality. The sevillanos – lucky devils – get both, courtesy of their flamboyant, charismatic, ever-evolving Andalusian metropolis founded, according to myth, 3000 years ago by the Greek god Hercules. Seville, is one of the first places I ever visited in Spain, and I couldn’t think of a better introduction to this wonderful city.  It has it all,Flamenco ,antique buildings, warm weather with hot winds that smell like orange blossoms. Honestly, it  has the power of Captivating.
Sevilla is just insanely good-looking from every angle.  Just walking down the street, you could come across an intricately carved building,Or a perfectly Spanish plaza lined with brightly coloured buildings and horse-drawn carriages.Or an effortlessly stylish bar on a street corner!.It is bright and colourful and it’s everything I love about Spain.There’s no doubt that Seville, like many other cities in Europe, is best explored on foot because the city, or at least its most important parts such as the Old Town, is quite compact .

Walking around the streets , admiring the architecture with classic playlist, what would anyone ask more for? I would usually have my breakfast in open cafes, sipping on my coffee, looking out and admiring people, starting there routine ,there acts ,kairos, the sun rise, and everything fresh, . It was such a contradictory as in the night the road would be crowded with people dancing , singing, and there famous flamenco concert happening, it was just soo lively , filled with vivd culture and energy.
The beauty of the city lies in the building, walls and floors as it is a monumental film city.         Parque Maria Luisa´s ,Ibero-American Expo 1929 buildings were the popular spots: Plaza de España, with its bizarre architectural hotchpotch of sweeping circular façade, neo -Moorish arches and Venetian bridges. If heaven really does exist, then I hope it looks a little bit like the inside of Seville’s Alcázar which marks one of history’s architectural high points and is a world heritage site declared by Unesco.

Seville’s immense cathedral, one of the largest Christian churches in the world, is inspiring in its scale and sheer majesty. It stands on the site of the great 12th-century Almohad mosque, with the mosque’s minaret (the Giralda) still towering beside it.

One of the most famous thing about seville is flamenco, which is the heart and soul of the city . Museo del Baile Flamenco museum which  is famous for its flamenco and its history, this museum spreads over three floors of an 18th-century palace makes a noble effort to showcase the mysterious art with sketches, paintings and photos of erstwhile and contemporary flamenco greats, plus a collection of dresses and shawls. There are   fantastic nightly concerts from7pm and 8.45pm in the on-site courtyard, having a small crowd where people dance and sing, drink wine and sangrias and forget about everything in life.

Seville is rich in its culture, the structure, monuments and music.It is a city of stars where every one dreams, every wish will be true, ‘you just got a live little and start something wonderful and new’.

Dear Replacement

SHE IS A MESS, AND A LOUD PERSON. SHE HAS A SOCIAL LIFE AND DEALS WITH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, SHE IS EVERY GUYS WEDNESDAY CRUSH, BUT SHE CRUSHES ONLY ON THAT ONE GUY WHO IS NOT SINGLE.DO READ ALL THE SCREEN SHOT MESSAGES SHE SENT YOU.YOU MIGHT WANT TO CATCH UP.

YOU MIGHT THINK SHE IS A STONE HEARTED PERSON, BUT SHE ISN’T, ITS JUST THAT SHE NEVER OPENS UP TO PEOPLE,SHE COOKS WELL THOUGH, MIGHT REQUIRE A PINCH OF SALT .  BUT TRUST ME  ,HER COCO CHIP COOKIES ARE LIKE HEAVEN AND NEVER EVER TALK ABOUT TOMATO’S ,AND ALWAYS ORDER TOMATO LESS DISHES.

SHE WILL EVENTUALLY TELL YOU ABOUT HER DANCE DREAM AND MIGHT AS WELL TEACH YOU HER FAVORITE DANCE STEP, DO DANCE WITH HER EVEN THOUGH THE STEP IS WEIRD . SHE IS  FUNNY THAT WAY. SHE WILL INTRODUCE YOU TO HER FAMILY AND YOU WILL HAVE A LOT OF SLEEPOVERS IN HER HOUSE. DO ASK HER TO SHOW YOU HER CHILDHOOD ALBUM, TRUST ME THOSE MEMORIES AND HER MILLION DOLLAR SMILE WILL MAKE YOUR DAY,YOU MIGHT SPOT ME IN HER PICTURES AS WELL.

NOTICE HER EACH AND EVERY STEP, ALL THAT SHE WANTS IS TO BE CARED. NOTICE IF SHE DOES NOT REPLY TO FOR YOUR MESSAGES,OR DOES NOT EAT HER FOOD .NEVER LET HER HAVE LUNCH ALONE, ALL THAT SHE NEEDS IS A SHOULDER TO CRY .SHE HAS EXTREME LEVEL OF MOOD SWINGS AND NEVER ADMITS IT.THERAPY FOR THIS IS HER FAVORITE JACK FRUIT ICE CREAM OR LINDT.

DO TELL HER ABOUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES WHICH AMUSES HER AND BITCH ABOUT HER EX’S NEW GIRLFRIEND YOU MIGHT AS WELL END UP TALKING ABOUT ME,DON’T GET INTIMIDATED BY MY PROFILE. I STILL HAVE PICTURES WITH HER THOUGH.

SHE HAS A VERY GOOD DRESSING SENSE AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS YOUR APPROVAL. PLEASE DON’T LET HER WEAR BLUE AS IT DOES NOT GO WELL WITH HER.TAKE AMAZING PICTURES OF HER, SNAPCHAT AND  THE PICTURES WITH SOME AMAZING BEST FRIEND CAPTION.EVENTUALLY YOU WILL GET THERE.

DO LISTEN TO HER FAVORITE ROCK SONGS AND PLEASE HAVE A GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC, DO NOT FORGET HER BIRTHDAY AND DO SURPRISE HER AS SHE WILL LOVE  IT. NEVER WIN AN ARGUMENT AGAINST HER,IT MIGHT UPSET HER.TRUST ME YOU DON’T NEED MORE DRAMA. SHE BROKE MY HEART , DOES NOT MEAN THAT SHE MIGHT BREAK YOURS TOO.

OOH HOW I WISH YOU KNEW HER LIKE I DID, BUT DON’T LET IT FOOL YOU, SHE WILL MESMERIZE YOU WITH HER CHARMING NATURE AND THOSE BREATH TAKING WORDS,YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF LAUGHING A LOT,AND LEARN TO CONTROL YOUR ANGER WHENEVER SHE IS AROUND.SHE WILL TELL YOU ABOUT HER PAST AND ITS YOUR CHOICE TO JUDGE.I HOPE SHE IS HONEST WITH YOU IN A WAY SHE WASN’T WITH ME, I HOPE SHE COMPLETES THOSE BUCKET LIST WITH YOU AND GRADUATE TOGETHER. PLEASE KEEP HER HAPPY BECAUSE SHE TOOK AWAY MY HAPPINESS AND SOUL.

sincerely stranger

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Stop labelling

To those people out there whom we call society, STOP.

Yes you, stop now.

Stop telling me to sit properly, stop yelling at me for drinking, and stop judging me on my attire or the red lipstick I wear, stop checking me out when I walk across the street. Stop pointing out at my bra strip when its visible. Stop gawking me and telling me that I’m fat or my legs are too thin. Stop talking about me , and  just stop spreading rumours about me that I am ‘bitch’, ‘slut’ ,’cheap’, ‘show off’ and what not!

Stop telling me that I am not rite when you barely even know the meaning of it.

Stop out casting me for not following the rules of the society .Stop predicting about me when you don’t even know ,how to pronounce my name.

I do what I want.

Stop commenting and start liking.

Love me again ?

 

Dear friend, or should I say my one and only loved best friend.

I missed those days , I missed those moments ,where  we would talk for hours in the phone, talk about life, music, love , sex, drugs, universe, problems, parents,  about your grandma, food ,future , gossips, my crushes, your girlfriend issues.

Remember those wishes we had in life, those bucket list we wanted to complete ,those places we wanted to travel, my scrapbook ,your Xbox ,my journal those many things to pen down,do you remember like I do ?

Remember those sudden plans which would end up being the best plans, those drunk times, those pranks , those promises of quitting smoking or when you would come just to meet me and say that you were always there for me.Remember those times where I would never go a day without talking to you, or your annoying voice and those silly jokes and puns you told me about, just to make me smile a little and laugh at you.

Ooh boy, my gallery is filled with our pictures together and my Facebook wall still has the tagline “best friend”.

But what happened to us ?

What happened those fun times we had, what happened to us being matured and not acting like teenagers, what happened to our compatibility?

What happened to those promises we made of not fighting with each other, those understanding silences?

Have you moved on ? or should I say moved away from me? were you bored of me ?or just found a new best friend who dint demand   for your time like I did. Was I so bad?. Was I a fool?, of not realising your  temporary friendship.

Please talk to me or, I might lose myself, finding a solution to the problem unknown,please tell me that I would be okay? Tell me that I deserve better, that I will find someone better than you, that I deserve forever.  That I would do well, because I never saw a future without you.

Please bathe my soul, wash me clean and set my heart on fire like gasoline. Please love me again , maybe I wont ask for your time and will still consider you as my best friend . Maybe I wont share my secrets, or make promises and to never talk about life or trust a boy again.art

RAW WORK ON BELIEF

DON’T CRUCIFY ME TO REMOVE THE DEVIL

EMBEDDED INSIDE ME.

DON’T TELL ME, THAT I WONT SEEK SALVATION

WHEN I DON’T BOW DOWN IN FRONT OF THOSE

SPIRITS WHICH WOULD PROTECT ME.

DON’T REJECT ME FOR NOT BATHING IN THE

HOLY WATER AND OFFERING SACRIFICES TO THE

UNKNOWN KIND.

DON’T SPIT ON ME FOR NOT FASTING

AT THE TIME OF THE HOLY MONTH AND

SUE ME FOR NOT READING THOSE HOLY BOOKS.

I BELIEVE IN NATURE,

THE SUN, THE MOON, THE TREES, THE OCEAN, THE WIND

THE UNSPOKEN SILENCE, THE TRUTH AND WHAT NOT!

I BELIEVE IN WHAT I SEE, WHAT I FEEL

I BELIEVE IN WHAT EXISTS

I BELIEVE IN UNIVERSE. I BELIEVE IN GALAXY.

 

Dear Maa,

Dear Maa, I woke up hating myself,

With a sour face and eyes bleeding with pain.

Forgive me, for all my sins.

Ooh I am such a shame, I am dust around a gem.

 

Maa, I don’t deserve this life,

Where I have killed myself twice.

Friends ragging me for my cadaverous

And a boy making fun of my chest.

 

Maa tell me, don’t I have a unique name?

Am I not fit enough, or too ugly to lead a life?

Won’t I survive a day?

Or should I walk away?

 

But Maa, I have lost the ray of hope,

Jumped from the cliff top.

As I am gone, lost myself to the wind,

Would you tell my soul that I would be okay?

 

DEAR MAA, WOULD I EVER BE OKAY?